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Name: Zaria
Birthday: 12/5/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: art, barefeet, bliss, cheese, cloaks, crystals, daggers, dragons, duck tape, feather boahs, greyhound, hard rock, hippies, living, magick, monty python, movies, pictures, piercings, poetry, randomness, reading, snakes, spellcrafting, stones, swords, tattoos, travelling, tree-hugging, unschooling, vampires, writing, Mel Brooks, research, libraries, travel,sewing, creating, journaling, collaging, poetry, photography, toothbrushes, cinnamon, cloves
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
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AIM:  blowstuffupgirl
Member Since:
9/24/2004
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| I don't know why I've been so...absent from this place. I haven't posted on anything but soul-devouring-myspace in a long time. So I figured I would come back and write a few words.. I haven't decided what those will be yet, but I'll figure it out. I'm sure they will have something to do with toast.
In th last months many things have happened. My life has changed, sometimes by force, others gently. But all comes full circle and now we're back again, at my mother's house, typing away, pounding on the keys of our old and slightly decrepit desk top computer. Mostly because my lappy is sadly...dead. A horrid death, brought about by my 9 year old sister and a glass of chocolate milk. My friends continue to marry and fall in love and have babies. A sweet state of things that should require much celebration. But it is fairly commonplace now and the events of falling in love, falling into marriage and falling into motherhood are somewhat taken for granted. I find it all astounding, but I haven't been party to any of it, so you know how it goes.
Layli is leaving soon on a trip of great importance and wonder. In the two weeks since she left her apartment and became officially homeless in the name of adventure and self discovery, she has seen probably every friend she ever had in Ohio, twice, gotten horribly ill, and met a delicious man named Caleb, who is one of a group of entirely amazing men who we've become friends with as of late. They are amazing and I do enjoy them, their music, long hair and tight pants. I am almost guaranteed to fall for at least one of them. Now though, Caleb is off the list, so that makes things easier, since he's probably the one I could see myself lusting after the hardest... well, almost.
My hair is longer than it's been since I was a kid, and being around all this boys with magnificent hair makes me both want to never cut my hair again, and to chop it all off. Get a perm, something weird. For now, this is me. and I am content, and alive.
Good day.
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| Today is grey and a little rainy, made brighter by ice cream, chocolate syrup and kittens.
Last night was fun, though it was more fun that when I was ready
to leave, I could just leave. What a wonderful feeling. And I did it
too. I was tired and I was smelly, so I went home. What a great thing
to be able to do.
I want to keep the mini van. I want to put new tires on it and paint it purple. I'm excited.
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| Today rocks in a variety of ways.
First and foremost, after six years of slacking and driving illegally,
I have gotten my license. I have a really cute license picture, too.
I have borrowed my brother's cute lil Geo, affectionately named Darwin.
My hair has a bright pink streak in it.
I went out for coffee.
The boys did glassblowing.
I did my nails.
I am adorable.
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| The weekend is officially over and I am heading home soon. Nyssa is upstairs showering and then I will meet mine mama and go shopping, and then head back towards Newark and the real world. I missed Layli something fierce this weekend, but I had Kip and Nyssa and the programs were a hit. Everything went ridiculously well, even though we were Miced. Camp is beautiful and green and full of laughing, but not enough singing, in my opinion. We adopted one lovely little troop and they made me happy. We spent the afternoon with them and they made paper.
The leaders and the organizers sang out praises and told us repeatedly how wonderful we were and things are lovely. I am quite happy, to be honest. I have iced chai tea with soy milk and have indulged in many peanut butter patties this weekend, far too many. The first time I've cheated and it was en masse.
It has been a good weekend. And I hope I get to see Layli soon or I will truly lose my mind. Sad, isn't it? I'm addicted to the girl. I can't wait to get a car charger so that I can call her.
Sometimes, life is really shitty, but other times it is really, really brilliant and I am full of hope.
This summer is going to be wonderful, I can feel it in my bones. I snagged a bunch of good edible plant books from Brechner and I am truly excited about the 19th-21st. I was dreading these weekends and now I have a big beautiful incredible log cabin to fill with color. It is such a pretty cabin. It will be such a pretty summer.
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| Going to an Earth Day celebration with the Layli in a half hour or so
and that will be awesome. Going to hang out with Michelle me thinks and
tonight afterwork we're going to go and keep Layli awake with much
Kipsy-Michelle-Zee Awesome-ness.
There will be coffee, there will be bad jokes.
Life is delicious right now. I have pretty new spiral earrings and
shiney necklaces and life is a lovely place that I enjoy just exactly
enough.
Now to go and listen to Layli read poems in the park.
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